1. |
You Can Only Live
01:43
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You can only live with the skin on your bones
You can only live with the skin on your bones
You can only live with the skin
I cut myself up mentally
my brain's scarred up like centipedes
I cut myself up mentally
membranes scarredup like centipedes
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2. |
Lost Notions
01:50
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The world around me is falling apart but I'm still in it
still open arms with smiles and forgiveness
gratitude towards grievances I know no truth to begin with
condolences to strangers now gone to help a distant friends heart rest at ease
oblivions hand resides close to my side
I almost take the bait
like I'm not a passer by
I give you all my gifts and then my blood you suck dry
Lost notions
always lost notions
in fact oceans of lost notions
like the plastic left behind
my proprietary state to my own flesh and blood often feels left behind
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3. |
Short Term
02:04
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Moments ago I was but a blip on your radar
but now somehow I'm solely the point of your focus
Well look at that hocus pocus
migraines come and migraines go
Once up in poker next second she folds
Oh now you love me?
She shows me her home
Illiterate living
estranged but untold
She's on to the next meme
the next thing she molds
Just to crush down and rebuild
with no soul
Odd I can't blame her
she wasn't alone
In that my attention span is so low
I can't eat breakfast without my smart phone
Why am I restless?
Asbestos atoned
Short term memory
Short term everything
Short term me and you
Short term... SOLD!
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4. |
Leave the Estate
02:27
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It doesn't have to be this weary
But we push ourselves passed vulnerable (x4)
LEAVE THE ESTATE (x16)
(x2)
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5. |
Better Days
02:14
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Better Days
I've always dreamt about better days
Never just said, "everything's okay"
so here's to better days
Put a message of depression in a bottle
and tossed it to the sea
If I hadn't drank the bottle in the first place
There'd be no "woah is me"
(You're the problem in the first place)
I've got it all down
I've got it all down now
like a mouse under the fridge
hopped up on hope and psychosis
I am my own fun police dream crushing
fast release soul sucking
consumer with funny money
running my mouth
as my soul cruises by
I am your new youth
with the disillusioned mind
(You're the problem in the first place)
You only get it when you deserve it
are you listening
or are you not observant
(You're the problem in the first place)
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6. |
Anxious State
03:51
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It's the things around me that make me anxious
sometimes it's me, sometimes it's you
tackle one task at a time is all I'm used to
At least tell me I'm right before I'm wrong (x2)
I'm asking too much from an empty song
Let go of the past and just move on
Why do I think so much when the lights are out? (x8)
Fashion's Not a Cloak to Hide Your Shallowness
Sloth is not a Hoax to let you Leer
Vitamins Are Not the Supplement for Happiness
Never was this shun so crystal clear (x2)
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7. |
The Real Criminals
02:02
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Got a lot of things on my mind
a lot of patience lost in time
You sic the bloodhounds on your people
Then filibuster at the steeple
Think your rank in the bank makes it fine
paper's all you pray to, it's your only divine
no growth no progress no hope in your bitter mind
white bag of bones backed by
incomprehensibly blind swine
they're the real criminals who commit the crime (x2)
I can't believe this is happening
It's time to finally move forward
I can't believe this is still happening
Suppressed by bile and blind orders
Brainwash the goons to do your dirty work
who were bullied when they grew up
beaten down and then they threw up
Instead of knowing right from wrong
they don't sympathize with anybody but their own
so then they victimize the innocent instead
it's you and me at the receiving end
We see it nationally in HD
but it's considered pretend
Stop saying Amen and emend instead
let this really be the land of the free
not the land of the dead
I can't believe this is happening
It's time to finally move forward
I can't believe this is still happening
Suppressed by bile and blind orders
by power hungry money hoarders
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8. |
If I
05:00
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Try to remember
as loud as it gets
want to be better
and make progress
I used to love you
and now I throw fits
used to have goals
and prerogatives
Trying to be better
we all know how that goes
you make a little progress and you hope it shows
Let me live my life again....
Let me live my life...
once more..
again.
(You now it's all on yourself right?)
Let me find purpose again (x4)
((she won't find you))
I talked to you
once so microscopic
the dialect just popped into my head
it felt myopic
I need to seek peace
it was my only thesis
we cease to exist if we blow ourselves to pieces
like we're meaningless anatomy
If I let the worst get the best of me
then I'll fail my own test and find my own arrest you see
[[From the top]]
table for one with the Russian Roulette
with the Only the Lonely
Monk me Tibetan
bit on my tongue
let the blood fill my taste buds
let me taste my sense of reality...
table for one with the Russian Roulette
odds one to nothing I will place my bet
lost in the loneliness selfishness sets
pull back the trigger I am still upset
(Reprise)
How dare you..
how dare you.
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9. |
The Witching Hour
06:17
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10. |
Something, Someday
03:44
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I try to love
I try to forgive
I try to see the silver lining that's within
I try to trust
but trust is earned
there bores a cancer
at the core of the earth
I blame myself for things I can't resolve
I want to be quiet
I want to be loud
I want to learn from the arguments I face
but then there's other times I want to punch you into space
I find some solace in my solitude
to disappear completely and awaken born as new
to end my journey and restart renewed
in a different universe that isn't quite as simple minded and askewed
Something someday
somewhere some way
fight these fears and pave the runway
evil can't prevail now
hatred is the end of everything
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11. |
A Hundred Legs
02:52
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Suddenly I have a hundred legs
set in a different direction (x4)
Running every single way at once
from my fears
from my worries
from my peers
from these stories
so much hate
details gory
mass hysteria
falsified litmus test
and lack of persistence
got me feelin listless in the bliss of resistance
Fed Fear for breakfast
Chaos For Lunch
Hatred for dinner
that's how it's summed up
we're living in the panic
the panic of it all
pandemic of the dark times
our sanity is stalled (x2)
From the top ^^
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