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The Panic

by DJ JD

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You can only live with the skin on your bones You can only live with the skin on your bones You can only live with the skin I cut myself up mentally my brain's scarred up like centipedes I cut myself up mentally membranes scarredup like centipedes
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Lost Notions 01:50
The world around me is falling apart but I'm still in it still open arms with smiles and forgiveness gratitude towards grievances I know no truth to begin with condolences to strangers now gone to help a distant friends heart rest at ease oblivions hand resides close to my side I almost take the bait like I'm not a passer by I give you all my gifts and then my blood you suck dry Lost notions always lost notions in fact oceans of lost notions like the plastic left behind my proprietary state to my own flesh and blood often feels left behind
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Short Term 02:04
Moments ago I was but a blip on your radar but now somehow I'm solely the point of your focus Well look at that hocus pocus migraines come and migraines go Once up in poker next second she folds Oh now you love me? She shows me her home Illiterate living estranged but untold She's on to the next meme the next thing she molds Just to crush down and rebuild with no soul Odd I can't blame her she wasn't alone In that my attention span is so low I can't eat breakfast without my smart phone Why am I restless? Asbestos atoned Short term memory Short term everything Short term me and you Short term... SOLD!
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It doesn't have to be this weary But we push ourselves passed vulnerable (x4) LEAVE THE ESTATE (x16) (x2)
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Better Days 02:14
Better Days I've always dreamt about better days Never just said, "everything's okay" so here's to better days Put a message of depression in a bottle and tossed it to the sea If I hadn't drank the bottle in the first place There'd be no "woah is me" (You're the problem in the first place) I've got it all down I've got it all down now like a mouse under the fridge hopped up on hope and psychosis I am my own fun police dream crushing fast release soul sucking consumer with funny money running my mouth as my soul cruises by I am your new youth with the disillusioned mind (You're the problem in the first place) You only get it when you deserve it are you listening or are you not observant (You're the problem in the first place)
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It's the things around me that make me anxious sometimes it's me, sometimes it's you tackle one task at a time is all I'm used to At least tell me I'm right before I'm wrong (x2) I'm asking too much from an empty song Let go of the past and just move on Why do I think so much when the lights are out? (x8) Fashion's Not a Cloak to Hide Your Shallowness Sloth is not a Hoax to let you Leer Vitamins Are Not the Supplement for Happiness Never was this shun so crystal clear (x2)
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Got a lot of things on my mind a lot of patience lost in time You sic the bloodhounds on your people Then filibuster at the steeple Think your rank in the bank makes it fine paper's all you pray to, it's your only divine no growth no progress no hope in your bitter mind white bag of bones backed by incomprehensibly blind swine they're the real criminals who commit the crime (x2) I can't believe this is happening It's time to finally move forward I can't believe this is still happening Suppressed by bile and blind orders Brainwash the goons to do your dirty work who were bullied when they grew up beaten down and then they threw up Instead of knowing right from wrong they don't sympathize with anybody but their own so then they victimize the innocent instead it's you and me at the receiving end We see it nationally in HD but it's considered pretend Stop saying Amen and emend instead let this really be the land of the free not the land of the dead I can't believe this is happening It's time to finally move forward I can't believe this is still happening Suppressed by bile and blind orders by power hungry money hoarders
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If I 05:00
Try to remember as loud as it gets want to be better and make progress I used to love you and now I throw fits used to have goals and prerogatives Trying to be better we all know how that goes you make a little progress and you hope it shows Let me live my life again.... Let me live my life... once more.. again. (You now it's all on yourself right?) Let me find purpose again (x4) ((she won't find you)) I talked to you once so microscopic the dialect just popped into my head it felt myopic I need to seek peace it was my only thesis we cease to exist if we blow ourselves to pieces like we're meaningless anatomy If I let the worst get the best of me then I'll fail my own test and find my own arrest you see [[From the top]] table for one with the Russian Roulette with the Only the Lonely Monk me Tibetan bit on my tongue let the blood fill my taste buds let me taste my sense of reality... table for one with the Russian Roulette odds one to nothing I will place my bet lost in the loneliness selfishness sets pull back the trigger I am still upset (Reprise) How dare you.. how dare you.
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I try to love I try to forgive I try to see the silver lining that's within I try to trust but trust is earned there bores a cancer at the core of the earth I blame myself for things I can't resolve I want to be quiet I want to be loud I want to learn from the arguments I face but then there's other times I want to punch you into space I find some solace in my solitude to disappear completely and awaken born as new to end my journey and restart renewed in a different universe that isn't quite as simple minded and askewed Something someday somewhere some way fight these fears and pave the runway evil can't prevail now hatred is the end of everything
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Suddenly I have a hundred legs set in a different direction (x4) Running every single way at once from my fears from my worries from my peers from these stories so much hate details gory mass hysteria falsified litmus test and lack of persistence got me feelin listless in the bliss of resistance Fed Fear for breakfast Chaos For Lunch Hatred for dinner that's how it's summed up we're living in the panic the panic of it all pandemic of the dark times our sanity is stalled (x2) From the top ^^

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Entirely Conceived In Quarantine by DJxJD

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released October 18, 2020

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