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Shelley and the Parasite
04:25
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Shelley suggested that I sit down
and medicate myself from this cold cold world
Take a hot bath and relax, she said
Things are going to be alright in said... time
Shelley used her opitmism to convince my mind
that the parasite that slithered in my ear was fine
We'll say our prayers at Christmas dinner and we'll be alright
that parasite is swimming
yes it's swimming in a line
[Hook] I will find you
I will find you
I looked at the mountains from my bed
and Shelley was a ghost
she was my host before she left
the parasite was still inside my head
I tried to make it disappear
imagination
no amends
A session of depression was my normal way to outer space
If negativity was hungry it would always take a taste
like the girl with the niccotine tongue that I kissed
after I quit.. smoking
like hey
you thought I left? I was Just joking
Relapse into a state of fatal sedation
sublimation
over encumbered by the boots
I try to make..
my escape in
[Hook] I will find you
I will find you
Shelley I'm impressed
I don't own a gun put just put on this..
bullet proof vest
and I'm surrounded
time to test my best intentions
They say its safe to open up,
divine intervention
Shelley had been gone for a decade now
I'm in an old folks home in Colorado with a crown
trying to piece things back together
figure it out
But my wit is as loose as a kittens fur
and I still hear her purr
riding by my side
in a merry go round
She's feelin sick
I begged her PLEASE!
One last time...
I hate that I'm insane
but I still hold my name
I'm withered up and splintered
see my sanity complain
[Hook] I will find you
I will find you
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2. |
Has Everyone Gone Crazy?
02:42
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Has every one gone crazy
or have I lost my mind?
Has every one gone crazy
Declining slide.
I know you...
I know I know you.
I know you from somewhere...
Yeah. I'm pretty sure I know you.
Yeah. I have to know you.
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3. |
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The world collides tonight...
Without saying goodnight.
farewell, impaired
farewell, impaired
dysmorphia and second sight
Where clarity was derived
we joined a cult and signed our lives goodbye
Goodbye...
it was menial and transparent
we knew we were wrong
but we stoped caring
for a very long time
The world collides tonight...
Without saying goodnight.
farewell, impaired
farewell, impaired
dysmorphia and second sight
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4. |
Test Tones
03:12
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Tell me what's happening now
I've lost my head in the clouds
but my composure is loud
high to the sky feeling sound
but these suspicions speak loud
My ambitions have been down
observe my smile and my frown
suddenly I see the ground
LIFE ISN'T QUITE AS PROFOUND
relapse into my absolve
as long as I'm numb I'm found
hearing test tones come full sound
Play myself the rest
with all my best intentions,
floundering around like
some sort of cross multiply intention
I float I flutter I fly
but I do sting like a bee
JEEZ lo0ok at me...
when we're all balancing the pseudonym
of social lecture
meanwhile my mentality trunk bout to fuck
let loose up in their interjections
up in the main strain of that green
we're oblivious to the outsides of what is out seen...
open your window and hinder your doubt
be a kind bystander and stop fuckin with oblivious clouds
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6. |
Jumpin Ship
03:17
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Oh wait is the part where I make my confession?
Okay... I'm ready....
Have to find a way to you mine again
told myself
as it's loopin through my mind again
then I told myself I have to stop
you'll always be a party girl at heart
So I stepped back and said just let it be
She sippin lean and smashin xanies like a fuckin fiend
Time to leave this place behind and get some fuckin sleep
Time to reawaken and become a better me
So I'm jumpin ship 2 fingers up now peace
I'm jumpin ship 2 fingers up now peace
I gain momentum
I'm runnin away again
I'm runnin away again
Now I ain't got shit
and I turn my head
sneak a peek behind my back
was it really that toxic
was it really that bad?
second guessing is my true bad habit
my true bad habit (x2)
and cross go, collect 200 dollars and think about it all again
[[HOOK!]]
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7. |
Good People Null
02:30
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Jealousy (x14)
I wonder where the good folks go
[[I don't know]]
when life is spent what's left to show?
[[Left to show]]
I wonder if this make believe
(make believe)
is what we call reality
Just one test
just to see
failure is selfish
$$[[failure's green]]$$
would any of us still succeed
as no one accepts their own gluttony
>>FAIL TO SUCCEED<<
>>FAIL TO SUCCEED<<>>FAIL TO SUCCEED<<
>>FAIL TO SUCCEED<<
Gluttony
Seven deadly sins
Gluttony
One of the seven deadly sins (x2)
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8. |
Supernova
03:47
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9. |
Carry Night
02:05
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(Pronounced Car-E Night
Rhymes with Starry Night)
Cruisin around
night on the town
I'm lost and found
It's then and now (x2)
Fuck my state of sanity I planted in humanity
Fuck the whole agenda in it's hole it's full catastrophe
plastered bout to burst my cast collapse and slap some ass you see
masochistic habits mapped on slabs of full insanity
I don't want to talk to you
I don't want to talk to you
Rather tie my brand new shoes
Rather buy silence and food
Again. (From the Top)
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10. |
So I Fell For You
03:11
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We started as strangers
like most people do
I didn't think much then
think much about you
(think much about yooouu)
Caught in my own stylings
Existence profuse
Then I saw you smiling
and I became new
Your words were like whiskey
(words were like whiskey)
both wise and abused
(both wise and absued)
"There's nothing wrong with me."
you said as we schmoozed
Got subconscious of my dialect
did I really say schmooze?
She made me feel nervous
and that's when I knew
I must be in love
Is the pattern conducive
or am I playing the fool
playing the fool
Lay here by my side tonight
Lie here by my side tonight
Pretend that it's not just one night
I need a sidekick in life
(can you kick it with me?) (x4)
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11. |
Nose Bleed
03:12
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Motherfucker (x12)
Going Good.
Going Equally! (x8)
Oh you gonna get it now
think you good skitchin on my stompin ground
Oh you gonna get it now
think you good skitchin on my stompin ground
Oh you think you good now?
talkin shit skimmin pulp and passin ground
Oh you think you good now?
talkin shit skimmin pulp and passin ground
Haha you think you good now?
Throwin shade all up and never comin down
Haha you think you good now?
Throwin shade all up and never comin down
Bitch you think we good now?
save that melatonin for a different crowd
Bitch you think we good now?
save that melatonin for a different crowd
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12. |
Ghost In the Attic
08:10
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Do you read the words of which I say?
or do you let them rest in place with no dialect
no form, and no... face.
One minute you're everybody's favorite
the next you're nothing, and the past fades
and your purpose was meaningless
decay...
decay..
They say to trust in God
but by God's trust I was betrayed
If in face and form she exists
and has a heart as big as mine
why does she stay silent
and make me splice together all
these words of mine
these words of mine
Ending Narrative:
Shelley was the essence of God
non existent in the flesh
and he knew, full delusions
the choice that he would choose
was to use his vision of God
that didn't exist
to benefit his own state of decaying mental health
and refusal of change
he turned a blind eye to progression
at his final form.....
his resting state.
He left this world bitter and uncomplient
He set booby traps to his room
in the Assisted Living Facility
called in a threat and said he was armed
before taking 11 tabs of acid
that he stole from his grandson the month before
each one a journey
adding up to this moment
He saw his entire life flash before his eyes
as his trip came to an end
They're knocking at his door
even though the lock was only partially hinged
He warned them previously of all seven deadly sins
but Gluttony was the one he focused on most
when materialism was the parasite, he became the host
like most
of us
he put his head back on his shoulders and
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